[ He doesn't know if the answer is yes or no but he thinks he'll figure it out soon. Aren't they wasting precious resources over the radio though? Ehhh... ]
Fine. You get comfortable. Make sure you are sitting so that you don't have to change position in the next half an hour. Then you close your eyes and relax. Tell me when you've relaxed.
[ He doesn't get this but he does close his eyes and tries to clear his mind.
He thinks about telling Onni that he's relaxed now, but then realizes as soon as he takes a breath that there is a flood of insecurities and anxieties that flood to the surface.
What are his parents thinking?
Is he a mage?
What if he got proper training?
What if he really is a burden?
What if they all starve?
What if they miss the boat?
What if he can't get passage back to Iceland?
What if he never sees home again?
What if something happens during the quarantine when he does return home and-- ]
zzz....
[ There is some soft lilting snoring... Reynir has fallen asleep... ]
[ The idiot has fallen asleep, hasn't he? Onni just sighs and shakes his head at the radio. He might have yelled something if it were Lalli but since Reynir isn't really a student of his, he just leaves it.
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[ He's not really sure what meditation is, it's not a word he hears often, so he's imagining it's somewhat painful. ]
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[ Seems like as good as anything else they could be talking about. ]
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[ He doesn't know if the answer is yes or no but he thinks he'll figure it out soon. Aren't they wasting precious resources over the radio though? Ehhh... ]
What should I do first?
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Fine. You get comfortable. Make sure you are sitting so that you don't have to change position in the next half an hour. Then you close your eyes and relax. Tell me when you've relaxed.
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[ He doesn't get this but he does close his eyes and tries to clear his mind.
He thinks about telling Onni that he's relaxed now, but then realizes as soon as he takes a breath that there is a flood of insecurities and anxieties that flood to the surface.
What are his parents thinking?
Is he a mage?
What if he got proper training?
What if he really is a burden?
What if they all starve?
What if they miss the boat?
What if he can't get passage back to Iceland?
What if he never sees home again?
What if something happens during the quarantine when he does return home and-- ]
zzz....
[ There is some soft lilting snoring... Reynir has fallen asleep... ]
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The radio clicks shut on his end of the line. ]